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  admin 1:43 pm on February 25, 2010 | 0 Permalink | Log in to leave a Comment
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  IT’S THE 25TH !!!!

  It’s the 25th and im back at it again for one last day : take a shower, get dressed  and head out the door

  And just like that im back at it again me with my mean grumpy face that tells you damnit im here because i have to and thats all lol at times i love it  for some reason being in college motivates me to type more i dont know if im doing it to distract me from the strange people that seem to roam the halls  * eww someone just past me smelling like a dead rat O.O eww :X* ok …damnit where was i

  here i am an there i go two classes today and im left with a sober feeling. my brother from another mother came by one last time ….he leaves today and off to the new mexico he goes for 6 months … is it fare no but thats life and we all have to do things to make it in this world right am i right?

  so i will continue to rant in here as therapy to get me through this this so called life

   

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  admin 1:36 pm on February 23, 2010 | 0 Permalink
  

  @ Cogen’s with C-RoB And the crew

  

  What !!! it’s almost the 25th when chris leaves for the boarder and i haven’t spent any time with him!!!!

  Say it ain’t so!!!   last night was fun i spent some time with chris and the crew at cogens watching everyone  get wasted while i sat and tried no to be socially awkward yea thats right people i can be socially awkward.

  

  C-Rob getting Twisted

  I know im 25 and all but what is the appeal with bars it goes right over my head and misses me by a mile but eh that’s just me

  I fell like chris just got here but we live our life and to us where in the fast lane still but to everyone else our life is in a standstill locked in there memories with a timer.

  But enough about that!!!  let talk about cogens the hospitality there reminded me about newhaven its like you don’t feel like your at a bar you feel like your over your neighbors house so i forgive what im going to show you guys next  and im sure there  very clean. But you’ve got to see this!!

  So me and c-rob where sitting by the air-hockey table and there it was O.O what has to be the biggest bug i have ever seen!!!

  

  WaTeRbUg?

  Now im sorry the picture is not clear o.o low light iphone to blame but you get the picture. Felt like it was going to jump and fly or something lol Not the highlight of the night just funny.

  What was the Highlight of the night was talking to the new friends and discovering that they had interesting things to say >.<    and i love it when i can sit down with someone and have a meaningful conversation sadly i wish this could be said for the people that attend tidewater community college i have yet to find someone to spark convos with eh what are you going to do

  Eventho i  got No sleep im happy lastnight was fun and im bringing that rebel xt next time dammit!!

  

  

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  admin 12:52 pm on February 22, 2010 | 0 Permalink
  

  

  After Just two hours of sleep im up and ready to hit the first thing i see……….. drama on the way to school didn’t help my mood at all so now im on the wrong side of the bed just trying to make it through the day. I haven’t even hit the first class and already i want to go back to my room lock all doors and blast breaking benjamin till i pass out in the sound.

  I think i’ll keep my hoodie on all day because the way i feel right now i don’t think i could  handle someone looking at me in a twisted way today or anyone being short with me. im searching for a punching bag weather its emotional or physical this has yet to be determined.

  knifes, guns won’t help i need to feel my hands enclosing on someones throat the last time i felt like this  i had handcuff on me about to head to jail …. i feel i came along way from way back in the day when i would fight for nothing i became constructive i used all my anger to make art and articles but this is different  im waiting for that one smug prick to just make my day……

   
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  admin 12:43 pm on February 18, 2010 | 0 Permalink
  

  The end

  its the end of the week and i feel less happy then more worried O.O college is hard geez

  and coheed fails to help me wake up in the morning this is the most tramatic event  that has happened to me. waking up to coheed just to find that its not going to work

  whats going to happen next

  one would think this long weekend is actually going to help me ..nope  long test due monday on FRACTIONS  uggg cant wait till i get past this

  Xbox will no longer be my friend i can no longer afford to spend days with it up

  the most important thing for me now is my every growing website and school cant wait till i pass all this math and start on webdesign Woot Woot

   
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  Hey everyone!!

  admin 2:06 pm on February 16, 2010 | 0 Permalink
  

  The word of the day is acclimated

  i am finally acclimated with college  …yea i missed a assignment or two i was just getting use to the work and the process

  trying not to be lazy is my mission getting out of this college with a better handle on life is my goal

  it’s funny and sad to sit here and watch people pass my by overhearing some childish things. but college is just a over mature highschool >.> now that i see it for what it is im sad that i was so scared of this place to begin with

  what’s taking up all my time you ask?      school work,working on the site …..do you like??? and trying to get over the traumatic of losing a child altho i will not go into detail i feel i needed to get it off my chest in some kinda way for self therapy. I’ve been keeping myself busy as much as possible so that i cant sit and think so i don’t dwell i did my crying and now i need to pretend i can be strong for the other half   of my heart …but that’s enough of the personal  … i love being random i love not conforming  so i hope you can follow these post

   
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  admin 1:57 pm on February 9, 2010 | 0 Permalink
  

  What week is this

  Really im lost in what day i am in its been snowing/raining for about a month now and thats all i seem to be getting into.

  this week is no different  trying not to put too much thought into it if yall didn’t see already ive already begun the rebuild process of modtv1337.com  so there will be test pages up things not working  ect and thats just how its going to be till i get things level again. next semester im trying to get into a webdesign class i need to know css bad.  And its a ness thing for me to have seeing as a good long time friend of mine says he can get me freelance O.O work which is like cooo  lol.

  I know that i work on high end personal computers and mod cases but design is fun i just cant have it as my major i dont think theres much money to make in that field but that’s what im hearing i wounder what everyone else thinks? hmmm   gotta catch up to my videos i promised im going to try to post them  in the vidblog section of the site i see it counter productive to have the videos here in the live blog but if i found a funny vid or something i just need to laugh about i will make sure to embed it here

  what are some geek dream jobs ? because this geek is finding it hard to channel his geeky side >.> and needs help

   
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  admin 5:04 pm on February 4, 2010 | 0 Permalink
  

  The snow has come and gone

  The first day back this week was tuesday and all my classes where cancled eventho i showed up this week has flown by so fast that i havent had the time for anything rather ive been rushing to finish what ever homework i had the snow distracted me so much i was late for alot of the things that was needed to be done

  

  OOOOoooOO  SNOW !!   such a distraction… wend was math and that was a fly by sorta still gave me a huge headache then there was  today missing my first classed i decided to just work on the english paper i needed to do and with a flash i was done and rushing to my class barely making it on time  this snow week has messed up my rhythm alot and i need to get back on track >.> so here i sit  finishing some work and excited that just like that im back to another long weekend enough time to sit back and relax and finish much needed work that is due   yay meeeee

  

   
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  admin 1:59 pm on January 28, 2010 | 0 Permalink
  

  Last day of the week ^.^

  Last day in the school week for me and if i have anything to say …..BUY  A damn laptop >.> being that all of the teachers don’t mind that you turn in work via typed out work it gets alot more easier. and you can get things done a hell of a lot quicker when your typing your heart out  but yea its the last day in the week but that does not mean i don’t have a crap load of work …..this approach im taking to get homework done needs to be thought out .

  Come thrusday i have so much homework that i dont get things done until around friday ….and i need those days off to reset this is kinda wild ….but its college so far this laptop has insured my success <.< and that is important  you want to minimize the work that your have to do as fast as you can while still being productive and detailed if you do it that way you have plenty more time to do what you want but ill add pics l8ter  …wait no ill add a video later >.> i haz to run my mouth and i did give yall a vid last week sorry  btw this is week 3 already

   
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  admin 12:51 pm on January 27, 2010 | 2 Permalink
  

  DREAMING AS IF IT WILL HELP

  Ok so this is a little bit early and i know that i usually wait till something happens before running my mouth on this site but im like 30 mins untill my fist class and im not  really able to  write when i only have one class >.> i feel like i could be doing something better you know like ……sleep lol or homework

  So here it is …here i am sitting here in the commons area looking at what seems to be a recruiter >.> and it just reminds me how they wanted to throw me into the service at the beginning of my last year at high school  lol everyone already in the military learn to deal with there mistake im just fortunate to always have a clear head and understand that those uniforms where not for me .

  its still funny still to watch them work there magic on the  unexpecting  students and watch them as they set themselves up for committing to a date and time when at the beginning of the convo they where just trying to finish there homework >.> o the millitary town i live in i feel the highschools just prepare you to go into the millitary as if this is a factory town that makes and builds solders before they even reach highschool …..but i guess thats just me

  College ….there is no middle ground here >.> and im trying to find a way to make this easy but im just an outcast. everyday i see how i use to be >.> and i get to see how from then to now how much i have changed and how much the way i  am is projected out infront of me lol when i walk in the hallways people seem to know im coming and get the hell out of the way

  i tried to change how i look by trying not to walk around with a serious mean face but i don’t what i look like to other people half the damn time ……ugg welp back to school got 10 mins left   till later

   
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    Your Friend 4:35 pm on January 27, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
    

    Just be friendly and speak with people in passing everyone will get to know you soon. If you treat it as if it were nothing they’d probably do the same.

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      alonzo 8:11 pm on January 27, 2010 Permalink | Log in to Reply
      

      first it would be nice to know who posted O.O a name where the name slot would be nice mr /ms anonymous but there are more then just talking to people that affect school politics from the vast amount of different people who have different agendas im just not as outgoing as i use to be

      altho i dont see this as a bad thing being i can study more without having to worry about the distractions but its just a realization of who i was and who i am now

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  And they call me crazy

  admin 4:56 pm on January 26, 2010 | 0 Permalink
  

  DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY

  Time management is so important in college and this fact took so long to hit me . Im not use to such a strict time management yea im orderly when it comes to things i want to do but this is killing me i cant fall asleep now till about 5am and on somedays my classes start at 10am o.o know what this means 5 hrs of sleep take away an hour to get ready and cleaning out the sleep out of my eyes >.> this is noooot coooooool    im usually falling over myself to barely make it to school and at the start i was doing so well at the campus at least an hour or two before the first class i need to get back on the ball and make college easier not harder. papers o papers even in classes you would never guess you would need to do papers >.> you will have essays due every day of every week ive written so many novels its not even a joke. im sure spread thru all my teacher is a blue print of what it means to be me >.> tons of words  tons of corrections tons of stress. right when you think your doing good in one class you turn around and your next class is like >.> i dont remember that

  best thing for you to do is jot down EVERYTHING  and make your notes digital   a computer is a must  without that and my iphone i would never remember the work that is needed in each class my head is spinning on it’s head  but that college for your i say work hard play later and that will be my moto for the year

  college means money    not you paying them but the amount of money your worth when your done with  college O.o im talking money to buy a house people  so i work first this homework means dollars to me and all i can see is me writing on dollar bills when ever i do my work and that makes me happy . but yea today is a crazy day one class tomorrow i wounder how the day will go